Sorrow.
Sorrow for the losses.
Possibilities.
Hopes and dreams,
Grief.
Deep deep grief never grieved.
Conceived a burden.
A weight,
No peace.
No release spun a thickness in my belly.
Wove a knot of helplessness.
Of angry rage.
Coloured my landscape.
Mixed up my moves.
Tore me asunder.
Brought me down.
Nearly six feet under.
Brought Me Down © 2004